How to do the
exercises:
Since their
purpose is to gain control of the mind, feelings and impulses of
the will-to-do, the first test comes already in requiring one to
devote at least five minutes of practice each day, preferably at
the same chosen time, for one week before taking up the next
exercise. If a day is missed, one is to begin again to make sure
of carrying through the seven-day stretch without a break. The
second week then is devoted exclusively to the second exercise,
and so on through the five weeks. Since it is continuity of
effort that builds the power of control, more can be gained by
extending the practice period to two, three or even four weeks.
This of course requires more discipline to maintain the longer
stretch
without a
break, but such discipline brings far-reaching rewards.
Gradually it develops in the soul firmness, certainty,
equilibrium, and that consistency which makes for "character".
Therefore, try one month on each exercise if you can sustain it.
Remember, Dr.
Steiner in Knowledge of Higher Worlds' said that these
exercise comprise a safe spiritual path if you observe two
things: first, your motives must be other than self-centered.
You must be doing this for higher reasons that just your
personal gain. Second, you must have great patience with
yourself. You must not push yourself, be patient. This may sound
easy, but you will likely experience challenges in providing
yourself with the time to grow along this journey. One more
factor, which I believe is important, is to take discernment
with you on your journey. I John 4: 1-4 provides one basis for
discernment.
Exercise
1:
Concentration
Make
a mental picture of some simple object, for instance, an
ordinary pencil with an eraser on one end. Excluding every other
thought, and feeling, ask yourself questions such as, “What is
it made of?” “How is it put together?”, etc. so as to keep the
mind pinned to the one point of interest. Or take a simple
phrase like, "Rain freshens the air." and maintain it for 5
minutes. Keep watch for ideas trying to break in on your train
of thought, such as, "I must remember to stop at the market
today”, or something else wholly unrelated. We are so
accustomed to distractions and adjusting to interruptions. Five
minutes on just one thing! Simple, but not necessarily easy. Jot
down notes on your experience in your journal. Make note of the
kinds of thoughts which try to interrupt you and where they come
from (up, down, side, etc.). You may want to jot down items
that belong on your “to do” list that occur so they are out of
the way.
Exercise 2:
Controlling the Will
Choose some simple act you would not ordinarily do at the time
of day you determine, such as carrying a sofa cushion to a chair
in the next room, turning your ring around on your hand,
rubbing your nose or pulling your ear. It needs to be something
without meaning or value, merely arbitrary. To do this requires
releasing an impulse deep inside of you that prods you to
remember what you have chosen to do at the given time, then DO
IT, daily at the same time. This way you are learning to obey
your own commands, training your will forces. The more trivial
the action the more difficult it is to arouse the will to do it
--without fail, daily at the same time (that’s the goal, it can
take some time to get there if this exercise is a challenge for
you). To half-heartedly desire something that seems impossible
to attain creates dissatisfactions and instability in the soul.
But applying a strengthened will to focus on the matter will
either show it to be an idle longing, therefore to be dismissed,
or the will takes hold and transforms what seemed impossible
into the possible, and the desire is fulfilled. With what
satisfaction then! As a result the soul itself is made stronger.
Exercise 3:
Equanimity
Here we try to avoid swinging between sympathy and antipathy
toward what comes to us from outside. Instead we try to maintain
a balance between the two extremes. By consciously paying
attention to our reactions we come to see how letting ourselves
be swayed from side to side prevents us from seeing the true
nature of what meets us. We become more receptive to what lives
in our environment if we avoid extreme expressions of, for
instance, elation and sorrow; the one tending to carry us out or
ourselves, the other plunging us into despair. This exercise
is to help us become capable of maintaining an equable mood, so
no sudden situation leads to an outburst of anger, or catches us
up in anxiety and fear. How often have we judged something bad
and reacted with negative emotions, only to find later it was
one of the best things that had ever happened? Equanimity is
important as you progress in your spiritual development for with
greater abilities come greater responsibilities. Said Rudolf
Steiner: "The equilibrium we already appear to possess is less
important than practicing what we lack. Though life may have
taught us much in this respect, the abilities we gain by our own
effort are what count. "
An old
Chinese tale might be of help here. The Old Man had a horse
which ran away and the neighbors said “How sad, how bad.” and he
said, “We’ll see. We’ll see.” Three days later the horse
returned with four other horses and the neighbors said, “What
good fortune!” The Old Man said, “We’ll see. We’ll see.” The
next week his son was breaking one of the new horses and fell
and broke his leg and the neighbors said, “How sad, how bad.”
The Old Man said, “We’ll see. We’ll see.” The next week the
young men in the neighborhood were all drafted, but his son
could not go due to the broken leg. Their group was totally
killed in action one month later.
Exercise 4:
Positiveness
To cultivate
this soul attitude does not mean to avoid all criticism or to
close our eyes to what is bad, false, or inferior. It is not
possible to find the bad good and the false true. It does mean
to attain an attitude of sympathetically entering into any
situation so as to see its best attributes. It means responding
to what is praiseworthy, seeking out what is to the good,
constructive, beautiful in all things and situations. This
develops the power to nullify evil influences.
Maintaining a positive attitude itself sends forth constructive
influences, and it does much to overcome the all too frequent
lack of attentiveness to the subtle details in situations which
are so revealing and help one to know how to make them
constructive. To be positive does not mean to be aggressive,
only to approach a person or situation in a spirit of
constructive interest. Whole books have been written on this
subject.
Exercise 5:
Open Mindedness
By whatever
regulating forces we have been living heretofore, and are used
to -beliefs, customs, laws --we should keep ourselves ready at
any moment to take in a new idea, a new experience, with total
impartiality. Life is continually evolving, sometimes at a rapid
pace, and we need to see what is for the good and what is
detrimental to it; also how we are to proceed in relating to it.
New manifestations of truth must find us ready at any time to
receive them. Our thinking and our impulses of will grow more
mature as we freely take in, without bias, what is new. While we
do not disregard past ideas and experiences, we must be willing
to continually experience what is new. We must have faith in the
possible contradictions of the old by the new, as being the way
of evolution. Therefore we implant in our consciousness the need
never to fail in maintaining an impartial, open mind, free of
prejudice. It’s an exercise.
Exercise 6--and
very important
When you have
successfully completed one consecutive cycle of 7 days of each
of the above five exercises (if you missed one day of an
exercise you go back and started over again at 1 until you
manage 7 consecutive days) begin now to practice them again but
with more frequent interchange. Do them in pairs, one pair each
day for a week; another pair the next week, and so on for five
weeks --without a break. You might do it so: #I paired with #3,
2 with 4, 1 with 5, then 2 with 3, 4 with 5; or however you feel
they are most needed. The purpose of this interchanging practice
is to bring about a good balance in the effectiveness of the
exercises.
"These
exercises are suitable for anyone to do who is in earnest about
it," said Rudolf Steiner. "The important point is not to aim for
any special achievement --such as attaining 'spiritual vision,'
. 'enlightenment,' or the like -~ but to keep steadily going in
the direction one has chosen, regardless of results. Whereas the
usual attitude in our material world is to 'go get,' and
accomplish, spiritual results come of themselves when we
practice steadily. Spiritual qualities, their value, come to us,
but only when we are ready to receive them; to bear them. "He
also said "When these exercises are conscientiously carried out
it will be found that they yield gradually, much more than at
first appeared to be in them."
Rudolph
Steiner Knowledge of Higher Worlds, ISBN: 088010046X ,
Steiner Books, 1983